Friday, March 12, 2010

Welcome To My Life


Welcome To My Life (Lyrics)


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!

Welcome to my life

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Proud



Ini adalah lagu tema bagi program realiti TV yang meletup-letup kat Amerika " The Biggest Loser", dah sampai season 9 dah pun sekarang. Seronok tengok rancangan nie, dapat lihat keazaman dan kesusahan peserta dalam mencapai matlamat mereka, mereka mahukan perubahan tetapi tidak pernah berjaya kerana tiada keyakinan diri. Dalam lagu ini ada persoalan yang boleh kita tanya pada diri kita : "What have you done today to make you feel proud? ". Sama-sama kita jawab.


"Proud" by Heather Small


I look into the window of my mind
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same


What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?


Still so many answers I don't know
Realise that to question is how we grow
So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same


What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?


We need a change
Do it today
I can feel my spirit rising
We need a change
So do it today
'Cause I can see a clear horizon


What have you done today to make you feel proud?
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
'Cause you could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today
You could be so many people?
Just make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

esok yang menanti

Biar berlalu kisah semalam

Walaupun bayangnya masih belum hilang

Detik-detik itu kami lalui

Bersama ketabahan hati

Berdamping dengan kekuatan sendiri

Kami akur

Kami patuh

Namun azam kami tetap utuh

Membina jambatan menyeberang 2 dunia

Betapa azab kami mencuba

Tidak terlalai walau seketika

Rezeki dicari diberi Sang pencipta

Walaupun tahu

kami meresah lagi


Saat itu pasti tiba

Kami tersenyum di puncak jaya.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Hakikat Ilmu


The More I know
The More I know I Don't Know

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Tahniah Muhammad Hanif Bin Zabidin


Tahniah diucapkan kepada adik saya yang bongsu atas kecemerlangannya di dalam UPSR. Alhamdulillah adik saya memperoleh 4A 1B. Walaupun tidak mendapat 5A tetapi keputusan sudah cukup membuktikan semangat dan usaha yang telah dia korbankan untuk berjaya. Nothing succeeds like success.

Now you really understand what it feels to be successful and what it takes to get it.

Rajin dan sabar adalah kata kunci bagi kejayaan. Setelah berusaha bertawakallah kepada Allah kerana Dialah yang memberi rezki, kerana setiap tindakannya harus ditaakuli..everthing happens for a reason.

Dare to try
Dare to fail
Dare to dream
Then success will be yours.
Tahniah !!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Whatever lah....


I wonder how things went so badly under my nose and I just cannot do anything. It just like I am not in my own shoe anymore. I never thought I would succumb to this dilemma and I even think that I am reaching the end of the road.


I pluck the courage to tell myself to set the ball rolling so that I can start taking full stock of my life. That is very timely.


I should not sweep my problems under the carpet or pretend they never exist. I will have so much egg on my face if I do so. But the crux of the matter is I am not really ready to swing to THAT side of the future.


An average Joe like me never knew what is the conclusion of playing down the seriousness of the existed and unsolved problems.


I will assure myself that I would leave no stone unturned in the hunt for success because it is well known that only the cream of the crop can be permitted to stand still in this challenging era.


But the real problem for me is to ensure that this will not be merely lip service.

There can be no shadow of doubt that this dilemma will be the last straw since I can’t take it anymore.


Did I have a whale of time playing around until now?


If I don’t want the problem to escalate I must then take precedence over this matter and take appropriate measures to handle it.


When this happens too often, it creates a strain on me. If it had not been for my mother’s support I wouldn’t be able to stand where I stand today.


I really want to achieve this so- called undreamed of success. I want to prove to those who always look down upon me that I can be somebody in the future but that surely needs me to be patient for such a long time.


Easier said than done..

I just have to face up to reality and devise steps to handle any situation that may crop up.

I can be calm at coming to terms with the reality.

Do not harp on your perceived weaknesses anymore.

Do not give up hope.


Whatever LAH !!!!