Saturday, November 21, 2009

Whatever lah....


I wonder how things went so badly under my nose and I just cannot do anything. It just like I am not in my own shoe anymore. I never thought I would succumb to this dilemma and I even think that I am reaching the end of the road.


I pluck the courage to tell myself to set the ball rolling so that I can start taking full stock of my life. That is very timely.


I should not sweep my problems under the carpet or pretend they never exist. I will have so much egg on my face if I do so. But the crux of the matter is I am not really ready to swing to THAT side of the future.


An average Joe like me never knew what is the conclusion of playing down the seriousness of the existed and unsolved problems.


I will assure myself that I would leave no stone unturned in the hunt for success because it is well known that only the cream of the crop can be permitted to stand still in this challenging era.


But the real problem for me is to ensure that this will not be merely lip service.

There can be no shadow of doubt that this dilemma will be the last straw since I can’t take it anymore.


Did I have a whale of time playing around until now?


If I don’t want the problem to escalate I must then take precedence over this matter and take appropriate measures to handle it.


When this happens too often, it creates a strain on me. If it had not been for my mother’s support I wouldn’t be able to stand where I stand today.


I really want to achieve this so- called undreamed of success. I want to prove to those who always look down upon me that I can be somebody in the future but that surely needs me to be patient for such a long time.


Easier said than done..

I just have to face up to reality and devise steps to handle any situation that may crop up.

I can be calm at coming to terms with the reality.

Do not harp on your perceived weaknesses anymore.

Do not give up hope.


Whatever LAH !!!!

4 comments:

hazeleyed said...

Ass-salam... Mohd Azizul
it's so true...it's easier said than done.
but whatever it is that are encumbrance...Never give up, Allah is with you.
Kak Hazeleyed doakan segala
nya akan berlalu...dengan izinNya

maiyah said...

yg last tu kan dah tulis what ever.. jadi apapun adik lebih tau utk hadapinya kan :)

Masterzizoul said...

thanks for the comments... :) this kind of feeling strikes me once in a blue moon but now im ok...free as a bird in the sky

AiNnUr FaRihAh said...

"Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure, than to take rank with those poor souls who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in the gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat." quoted from Theodore Roosevelt saying.keep move on,bro!=)